However, not everybody grows by this method and it does have some disadvantages. It is a known fact that memory recall is impeded by stress hormones. That is part of the the body's fight or flight response to danger. Another drawback of putting oneself under pressure is the negative effect it can have on one's "environment". My family and close associates tend to avoid me when I'm "on the warpath" or "in a quandary". I am one of those who do best when intrinsically motivated.
Jesus was gentle with his disciples. He told them at least 3 times that he was going to die and rise from the dead (Matthew 16:21; 17:22; 20:19). Still his death came as a horrendous shock to them. Furthermore, they did not believe those who said he had risen (Mark 16:11-13; Luke 24:11). Being in charge of the new church was also a tremendous stretch for them.
Paul seems to have been a person who constantly put himself under pressure. At times even he found it hard to bear (2 Corinthians 1:8). It was certainly too much for the young John Mark who accompanied him and Barnabas on their first missionary journey (Acts 13:13). Barnabas was OK with Mark leaving them halfway but Paul refused to take him on their second missionary journey. This caused Barnabas and Paul to part company (Acts 15:36-39).
By deserting Paul and Barnabas Mark saved himself from quite an ordeal (Acts 14:19). He was spared more trauma by Paul's decision not to take him on his second expedition (Acts 16:22-24). Mark did not lose his faith and was one of the very few who were useful to Paul at the end of his life (2 Timothy 4:11).
